well.

about.. 7 months ago, i bought new shoes. [not vans, but converse] i decided that i would try/wear something different.

about 5 months ago, i bought a new bag.

about 4 months ago, i stopped attending SPCL and seeing joe. [physically seeing him.]

about 3 months ago, i befriended new people. [the seniors] whom of which, are really fun to talk to and hang out with.

then about 2 months ago, i got a new haircut [a short haircut, which i never had for like 12 years].


with all these things.. i [personally] think i've changed. [even though these reasons seem stupid].. these were the things that transitioned me away from the life i had 8 months ago.

spcl: i don't even feel welcomed.
joe: i really, can't help him any more. we don't see each other, we don't talk to each other and i don't really think about him anymore. all that is on my mind is "school. college. future."

and about traja. yes, he likes me. and no we are not dating. he is the person i can lean on and depend on when i have my emotional breakdowns. [why not connie or kathleen or ANY GIRL?] they have their own stuff to deal with. i don't even bother.


rebirth.

sooooooo. i killed about 100 trees yesterday.

and today is Earth Day.

FUCK.

new blog.

like the title-

out with the old, in with the new.